REJECTION
I get used of this word.. How this word swallow me until I cannot grow in HIM... I being rejected by friend, elders whom I respect and so on forth. The results of rejection; 1. I place boundaries around people. It is too difficult for me to open up my heart to other people that I don't trust because I'm afraid being hurt even deeper. 2. People would think that I am a snob person, by looking at my face. (I cannot change my appearance, but I'm changing my attitude. To those who is close to me, they aware of it) 3. My self confidence is low. 4. I don't know how to make or start a conversation. (I will look somewhere else, hoping that my eyes won't get eye contact with them) 5. I tend to make people hate me by then I won't be rejected if the bond is tight. 6. My social skill is worst, probably because I'm used of being alone. Introvert is my mode. 7. My brain will get confused as I always planned ahead my conversation. Once topic in my head is running out I'